Hello.. I have survived a month.. a month? Yup a month, of not surfing the net which is why, i don't even have updates..Terrible isn't it? Well, and also my computer hasn't arrived yet but i talked to my parents about it already and YEZ!! I'll be getting it.. For one good reason.. I have a paper to make which is badly a requirement for my English subject. Right now, I'm with my cutie cousin, Guen and my kulitz na friend Karen.. We hanged a bit in here coz we wanted some conditioning.( if ya know what i mean).Things has been going fine lately and now, I'm back to my being single. I dunno why I'm not that desperate of anting him back but you know, there's like instances whenver i get myself back to the old and saying to myself i still love him.. and that decisions keeps on bothering me..how crazy is that? I admit.. i am! Yep, i broke up with him Friday the 13.*too bad for him*..or for me i guess.. well, i've got a few explanations but i know those aren't enough..I just don't feel comfortable saying what's it!.. i tried it in a different way but no avail.. FUVCK!! What the hell is with guys today?! or should i say why am i Fucking sick of what's US now?.i.e. being friends.. sometimes it just agitates me.. like now, everything is so legalized.. and my relatives know him.. DAMN!! I guess i'm the problem. But well, they neither him can't blame me..He has to prove himself worthy if he still loves me.. Guen says.."he could've pushed the girl when that incident happen.. pero how come he left it dat way?"Wel, Guen, i don't know and what's more she even added "How come if she got those tar tars and stuffs?Wat if kng kau gantihan ka lng nya sa ginawa mo kasi natapakan mo ung pagkalalake nya?" Eww.. but i can't blame him and about "REVENGE IS SWEET", it's also up to him to deceide.. you can't teach anyone's heart to love.. Wel, im ending my sad stupid, worthless entry outta here.. until nextime.. And btw, to that special someone.. I still love you and i don't know why it came back all of a sudden..