*Mhic *
Hello! I'm Michelle a.k.a. Michy or whatsoever names you want to call me. Born in small-town Abu Dhabi, United Arab Emirates. I'm already sixteen years old and i'm currently going to college at Lyceum-Northwestern University taking up BS Medical Technology. Blogging, journal- writing, texting, friendster, web designing, chatting and the list goes on.. has already become an interest for me so don't mind me getting my crap in public. Well, i'm basically simple, matey, tall, your average teen gal who loves to enjoy life, does things that could be crazy and of course I'm a proud chocoholic.*yummy*.I always crave for one! Ain't satisfied? I do love taking photographs so i bring my digital camera along because you simple don't know where memories starts!
*What in the World?*
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*Right Now*
Date:
20/04/2004
Time:
3:47pm
Mood:
Wearing:
Sleevess and PJs
Listening To:
Kyla - If the Feeling is Gone
Last Thing
ate/drank:
Salad and Pop Cola
Msn
Name:
*im.confused.now.*
Thinking About:
Just some guy!
Last person who i talked with:
Ate Melinda
*©opyright Notices*
This site is strictly copyrighted so obviously i won't be tolerating any plagiarism or sorts of unruly stuffs. No copycats.. the pictures, layout and etcetera are made by me so if you happen to take something.. ask me first because stealing.. not allowed. I happen to be putting up rules, so I'm sorry if i may sound like a bitch*..and another thing "NO BAD MOUTHING"..*i just did*!
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*Credits*
Adobe Photoshop - for editing the pics
Notepad - for letting me do the HTML
BenQ Digicam - for the pics taken.
Site Visitors
- for droppin' over
*A.K.A* - for bein' him and wala lang!
Mami Baboy^Dadi Ramo - for almost
deletin' this whole thing.. *joke*..Lab ko kau
Mark - for bein' such a pain in the
ass.. jeje.. lab din kita.. brother ko!!
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Thursday, October 13, 2005
Heellllo! For all the people who's been visiting my un"UPDATED" blog, sorry about that. i've been really busy but I'll be devoting to this blog soon, Tenchu agen! Until next time!
Posted at 05:56 pm by mhic
Thursday, May 05, 2005
Sorry for the term as titled above. Something or somebody, in particular made me pissed off with no reason at all. Well, to that egoistic guy, he better learn to keep his head still and watch his foul language. I can't believe he's that "LOW" very! I just couldn't react enough to the YM message he sent. What a blast! If he still have something called "RESPECT", then he better know how to use it because the it's so unappropriate having sent me that nasty message and badmouthing me, especially that I'm a girl. Can't he be responsible enough for his own actions. He's an adult already.. 19, well the fact he looks older for his age. All i could do right now is say "Damn him, piece of "$#!+"" If it's intentionally, then I'd wonder! Well, today's blog is dedicated to him, I'll mark this as a history.. He'll forget he even said those to me. That's absolutely not the guy I have loved. Sick crap! Hmm.. until then HAPPY BLOGGING!! I'm missing someone already soo much! *you know who you are*.
Posted at 10:56 am by mhic
Monday, December 06, 2004
..If the feeling is g0ne..
If the feeling is gone
please don't pretend that you still love me
I can see it in your eyes
and it hurts to admit it
I can't tell that the feeling is gone
All i ask is just a little honestly
Though i know that you're not coming back to me
You know i'll do anything to make you stay
But i just have to let you know
If the feeling is gone
There is sadness in your smile
Though it try to conceive it
I can't tell if the feeling is gone
All i ask is just a little honestly
Though i know that you're not coming back to me
You know i'll do anything to make you stay
But i just have to let you know
If the feeling is gone
All i ask is just a little honestly
Though i know that you're not coming back to me
You know i'll do anything to make you stay
But i just have to let you know
I just have to let you know
If the feeling is gone....
Posted at 03:34 pm by mhic
Thursday, December 02, 2004
..What about today? Something i don't know keeps me going as i got up from my bed as early as 6:00 in the morning, not to mention my classes will start at about 8:30am..jeje..early as it seems i have no idea..My day started out really great, as in I never skipped breakfast like i used to; and i just felt the urge to eat. As i went off heading to school, i needed a jeepney to get me going to school and as i started to sit on one of the empty spaces were two girls who really got me pissed. Uh, not to mention the girl toally looked a geek to me..imagine this *wearing a grey nursing pants w/ some fitted multi-colored shirt and a visor of a sort of i-don't-know* she totally looked JOLOGS to me...As i began to sit between them *i didn't know they knew each other* that JOLOGS said: "Bakit ka naman umurong?" and her fat friend replied with her voice aloud: "E siya e, may magagawa ba ako kung gusto nya umupo dito.." As in it pisses me off, those rude voice, hello like who the hell does she think she actually is when we, certainly all know, have equal rights to sit wherever we please, and hell i'm also paying as passesnger..DAMN HER!! jeje..
So after arriving to school like about 8:00 am, I waited for about some minutes until Lizette showed up and since our other med.tech classmates ain't yet around, we deceided to enter the classroom instead and wait there for them. One by one our set of med.tech classmates came alongwith the other courses such as Pharmacy and Nursing.. there came Ate Karen, Keziah, John Paul and Eleazar. Since the teacher wasn't yet around *although he didn't showed up at all* Te Karen and I came up with a chat and 15 minutes arrived, the students were all so bored waiting..so as the usual rule goes..we wrote our attendance in a bond-paper and off we go. Then Guen followed us up in Karen's boarding house as we sat there eating singkamas and taho for fun. And there we go again with all our stories or what we could have it termed( for the 3 of us ) "BIDAHAN"..jeje..there came Guen again with the JohnRay and Maxi-peel issue and just how paZhaway as we are, we attempted to play a trick on MAXI-PEEL..it went really funny yet it was worth it..
NEXT NEXT NEXT.. on our way to Nepo Mall to take up some snapshots we took at a studio and joys o joys it was raining already HEAVILY.. so we ended there instead grocery shopping until the rain would calm down even for just some minutes. It's funny because we were deceiding if we should take a jeep or a tricycle because we had grocery plastics held in our hands. Guen kasi makulit, tuloy jeep again and ******* separated ways besides they said classes would be suspended in the afternoon and our last 3 subjects were plainly minors.
It was fun..!!! Except for few events I wished it never even happened.. but anyhow, i enjoyed the bonding of karen and Guen because usually, the three of us will be busy with our studies *uhuh* but this time we were complete and i definitely enjoyed it. Those are my 2 partners-in-crime whenever it comes to love, boys, family and alot more. They were the ones who supported me throughout all the heartache i once had last sem..I LOVE YOU GUYZ..*mwah*
Posted at 03:29 pm by mhic
Wednesday, December 01, 2004
Suddenly popped into my mind as in all of a sudden. I know i shouldn't be writing all these just to prove something, b'coz i don't wanna prove anything right now it's all over between us..then why come up with such a blog? Well, this is what i feel like doing not that i'm wanting my feelings for him to come back*yah im trying okay!*How do i get this started?
I was browsing my journal and there came a few stuffs bout him, my so called "X", i love making memories and damned if one of the few memories i was making is some text msgs coming from him. Yep, i got that all piled up for a month until i got really lazy to write. Those contained really "KILIGZ" but you know when it's in text, you hardly find a way to believe them especially when there's some text content you find worth-believing. My eyes went dull reading msgs such as "i love u baby ko" and alot more which i don't feel like typing in because i know it's gonna hurt me more *the fact, im already in the edge of getting over him COMPLETELY". Reminiscing all those times, i thought that no matter what will happen, we'll remain BEST FRIENDS just as he had promised but like i always say PROMISES ARE MADE TO BE BROKEN considering all his txtmsgs. I couldn't believe my eyes while reading down those, it's as if i never even felt the need of wanting him so badly. After all the exchanges of harsh words, bad mouthing, and the like.. that's when i began to know the real "BABY" i once tried to figure out, the real guy i've always been wanting to call "BABY" and lastly the guy i thought i'd last long with. Just too bad for the both of us, we couldn't stay as longer than 3 months. I wasn't pretentious at all, don't know with him. All i know, i once loved a guy who i never thought would ever ever lay a single "bad-mouth" words on me but eventually he did. I haven't moved on with that as of now, not my life but for all the things he said. The most hurtful words he told me was that he regretted knowing me and being serious and that i deserve all the bad words and started bad-mouthing me. Uhm..those are still formed in my mind and his tongue was the dangerous and powerful weapon he could ever strike me with *deep huh?* Until now, i just don't know how could he tell me we're good friends if it sounded more of like best enimies. Hmm.. c'est la vie as always.. i did some sacrifices for love but these sacrifices aren't just enough to prove the one i have loved something.Couldnt blame his mind somehow kasi it's thrice mature as mine and yea he's going to be 19 and i'm just 16..take note college fresman with a college junior.. there's a wide gap..
As far as i know, i never attempted to fool around or made loko to him in a way that i would make him a toy or something. These are consequences i once faced and proud to say, i don't want to make the same stupid mistake all over again. I'm glad I met my "X" *even if i'm trying to be funny* because of him i'm stronger now and because of him, i know i won't be making dummies or a fool out of myself. Even if we're at bad terms, I'll still be a friend to him because those 3 months taught me alot... from moving on, holding back and an effort to stand up and love again. If ever you're reading this, it's not on purpose to be showy but here's what i have to say..kasi you never even tried to listen to me when i wanted to make my mistakes right instead you let your anger overcome you first but i don't blame you for that. Thank you so much!! It ain't enough but if only you know how happy i'd been especially the tough times you stood on my side. Just hopin' he'd stay the same and the way he treated me when it was "US", hoping in the future, he'll treat his girls much more careful and ofcourse, care to make a well choice someday..y'know!
*post your comments please*
Question: Do you believe "FIRST LOVE NEVER DIES"?
Ending my entry here! Posted at 03:30 pm by mhic
Monday, November 15, 2004
Why? I just had this feeling and seems i can't explain it just enough. I feel that i'm almost so complete and that i couldn't ask for more..except for just a few things that's yet to happen in the FUTURE..Nothing happened much just that i continued texting my bhebz *guen* and my te Karen and not to mention "B" ko *rosmin*..jeje..We had a little thingy in those tesxt lolz but anyways, here i am..back to blogging..still the busy-college-student but all in all..STILL THE SAME!! Today's agenda..uhm..going to the beach with my relatives and yea coz Gloria declared it a holiday so obviously what am i doing on a monday afternoon?! In here, doing my thing so i have to go on and end my entry in here..and yeah..check this thingy i got from friendster and i kinda like it..jeje..so i'm leaving you a few tips to read especially for the lovers out there..
10 Secrets to Fulfilling Relationships
The first secret? the power of THOUGHT.
Love begins with our thoughts. We become what
we think about. Loving thoughts create loving
experiences and loving relationships. Affirmations
can change our beliefs and thoughts about
ourselves and others. If we want to love someone,
we need to consider their needs and desires.
The second secret? the power of GIVING.
If you want to receive love, all you have to do is
give it! The more love you give, the more you will
receive. To love is to give of yourself, freely and
unconditionally. Practice random acts of kindness.
Before committing to a relationship, ask not what
the other person will be able to give to you, but
rather what will you be able to give them. The
secret formula of a happy, lifelong, loving
relationship is to always focus on what you can
give instead of what you can take.
The third secret? the power of RESPECT.
You cannot love anyone or anything unless you
first
respect them. The first person you need to
respect
is yourself. To begin to gain self-respect ask
yourself, "What do I respect about myself?" To
gain respect for others, even those you may
dislike, ask yourself "What do I respect about
them?"
The fourth secret? the power of FRIENDSHIP.
To find a true love, you must first find a true friend.
Love does not consist of gazing into each other's
eyes, but rather looking outward together in the
same direction. To love someone completely you
must love them for who they are, not what they
look
like. Friendship is the soil through which love's
seeds grow. If you want to bring love into a
relationship, you must first bring friendship.
The fifth secret? the power of LETTING GO.
If you love something, let it free. If it comes back to
you, it's yours; if it doesn't, it never was. Even in a
loving relationship, people need their own space.
If we want to learn to love, we must first learn to
forgive and let go of past hurts and grievances.
Love means letting go of our fears, prejudices,
egos and conditions. "Today I let go of all my
fears, the past has no power over me - today is
the beginning of a new life."
The sixth secret? the power of COMMUNICATION.
When we learn to communicate openly and
honestly, life changes. To love someone is to
communicate with them. Let the people you love
know that you love them and appreciate them.
Never be afraid to say those three magic words: "I
Love You." Never let an opportunity pass to praise
someone. Always leave someone you love with a
loving word - it could be the last time you see
them! If you were about to die but could make
telephone calls to the people you loved, who
would
you call, what would you say and ... why are you
waiting?
The seventh secret? the power of COMMITMENT.
If you want to have love in abundance, you must
be
committed to it, and that commitment will be
reflected in your thoughts and actions.
Commitment is the true test of love. If you want to
have loving relationships, you must be committed
to loving relationships. When you are committed
to
someone or something, quitting is never an
option. Commitment distinguishes a fragile
relationship from a strong one.
The eighth secret? the power of PASSION.
Passion ignites love and keeps it alive. Lasting
passion does not come through physical
attraction
alone, it comes from deep commitment,
enthusiasm, interest and excitement. Passion can
be recreated by recreating past experiences
when
you felt passionate. Spontaneity and surprises
produce passion. The essence of love and
happiness are the same; all we need to do is to
live each day with passion.
The ninth secret? the power of TOUCH.
Touch is one of the most powerful expressions of
love, breaking down barriers and bonding
relationships. Touch changes our physical and
emotional states and makes us more receptive to
love.
The tenth secret? the power of TRUST.
Trust is essential in all loving relationships.
Without it, one person becomes suspicious,
anxious and fearful and the other person feels
trapped and emotionally suffocated. You cannot
love someone completely unless you trust them
completely. Act as if your relationship with the
person you love will never end. One of the ways
you can tell whether a person is right for you is to
ask yourself, "Do I trust them completely and
unreservedly?" If the answer is "no", think carefully
before making a commitment.
Posted at 10:35 am by mhic
Wednesday, November 03, 2004
Visionary leader
posted on 03/11/2004
 Sheikh Zayed (1918 - 2004) was one of the longest serving presidents in Arab history. With the sad passing away of President His Highness Sheikh Zayed bin Sultan Al Nahyan, a great chapter in the remarkable history of the country comes to a close. Sheikh Zayed presided over the nation's destiny in an era that saw the UAE emerge from being an underdeveloped region to taking its place amongst the most modern countries in the world.
He was a visionary leader who saw his dream of a united nation materialise during his lifetime. For the splendid years of his presidency, the country witnessed tremendous changes from the pre-oil days to the new riches that laid the foundation of a modern country based on the lines of some of the most advanced countries of the world.
Sheikh Zayed not only spearheaded the march of the country into the 21st century but also managed to put the UAE on the world map. His astute statesmanship and negotiating skills made him popular among both Arab and world leaders.
His unflinching contribution in domestic and international political affairs is a brilliant example future generations of leaders can emulate. Sheikh Zayed not only brought international recognition to the UAE, but also made sure the country played a positive role in world affairs.
One of the fine examples of this endeavour is the participation of the UAE armed forces in the NATO-led mission in Kosovo in 1999, with the UAE being the only Arab country to join this expedition. Thanks to Sheikh Zayed's efforts, the UAE has today grown into a country that is able to play an active role in world affairs, and more so in the Arab world and Islamic countries.
One of the Arab world's longest serving presidents, Sheikh Zayed played a leading role as Ruler of Abu Dhabi for nearly half a century and as President of the UAE for the last three decades. He was the grandson of Sheikh Zayed bin Khalifa Al Nahyan, who ruled Abu Dhabi 1855-1909, in one of the longest reigns in the emirate's history.
His father was Ruler of Abu Dhabi between 1922-1926. When the British announced their withdrawal plans from the Gulf in 1968, Sheikh Zayed called for the formation of a union between the different emirates, including Bahrain and Qatar. Resolutely he continued pursuing this call with determination because he firmly believed only such unity would protect the emirates' existence following the withdrawal.
Some laughed off the idea, others were apprehensive about the survival of the federation, if ever established, beyond its first year. Yet to the surprise of sceptics, the UAE federation went on to become one of the prime examples of unity and brotherhood that has stood the test of time.
Sheikh Zayed's philosophy of brotherhood extended to the Arab world. He believed Arab unity in its brotherly sense could only be achieved if differences were put aside and divisions were overcome. His ardent belief in these two factors saw him play the mediator's role on a number of occasions. In 1994, when a civil war broke out in Yemen, Sheikh Zayed repeatedly called for and negotiated a dialogue between the warring factions.
Earlier, he was the first Arab leader to pioneer the call for Egypt's return to Arab ranks after relations were severed following Egypt's signing of the Camp David Accord with Israel. This call came at the emergency Arab Summit Conference in Amman in 1987. Furthermore, in 1992, Sheikh Zayed was once again one of the first Arab leaders to call for reconciliation with Arab countries that sided with Iraq during Kuwait's invasion and persuaded a complete Arab reconciliation with Iraq in 1995.
Before the US-led invasion of Iraq, Sheikh Zayed made a brave decision in being the only Arab leader to propose that Saddam Hussein and his family be offered safe passage and sanctuary in another country.
He explained that his proposal was based on averting war. Sheikh Zayed always believed in the principles of solidarity and brotherhood in which he saw the real hope for the Arab world: Arabs can only live together as one family regardless of their differences, disputes or disagreements which he felt were temporary.
Incidentally, the active role of the UAE was not limited to the Arab and Muslim worlds. Rather, such a role has seen the country's presence enhanced on the international stage, especially during the beginning of the 1990s. Nothing is more evident than the UAE troops' participation in the UN's Restore Hope operation in Somalia in 1992 besides the UAE armed forces' presence in the Balkans.
Such participation is the reflection of Sheikh Zayed's belief in international solidarity and the need for the country to be represented at the international arena through assistance, cooperation and goodwill. (The Gulf News)
*For more news about this just log on here.*
While reading some of the few headlines including this..it's really shocking how such a wonderful man ended his last breath because honsetly he's being loved by all, if only others knew about it. He's surely got alot of achievements made and UAE is the country with such resources. i couldn't comment more on this but i salute this man for a job well done during his rule w/c is almost how many years..*30 plus to be exact*..I have no further comment on this but life has to move on.. :'(
Posted at 03:04 pm by mhic
Saturday, October 30, 2004
Relaxed..Peaceful..Mind at Ease..Tranquil..this is what I'm feeling today after all the commotions as in complicated ones and now finally, i got them all calmed down or should i say REST!! Today ain't nothing much, actually I'm in UAE right now because my prents wanted me to be with them even for just 2 weeks and at the same time it's my semestral break. I've never felt this happy because i got run down into problems * not to mention *and it almost drove me insane. Since i didn't get to blog much i wasn't getting this that updated because i was busy. BUSY?!?! Yup, busy in problemizing stuffs name it..it was so complete and i even got a deadly pressure doing my Library research in English..But it's all a relief now. Relieved from the problem i had with my X, my family and the like."parang hindi na nga ako naubusan ng problema e"..
Hmm..but that was weeks back, where's the brighter side? gone to nowhere i presume. Yesterday, my parents took me shopping to the mall i have always missed..the one and only ABU DHABI MALL..jeje..it had alot of improvements i should say as in small town ABU DHABI.Well, as i was saying, they got me stuffs particularly speaking clothes, i've always loved shopping..jeje..I was able to choose although i was left with choices and further on i got to buy my clothes my "PULL and BEAR" affiliated with brands like Xdye, Sicko19..etc and ofcourse my shopping won't be complete if i hadn't gone through the all-girl-store "BERSHKHA"..i sure did love their collection and so did my rents *i guess* was surprised how much they spent for me last night..jeejee..but i was thankful because atleast..but hey i'm not the spoiled type..
And now, here i am, early morning thinking about how many days to go when i get back to Philippines..i miss some people there..anyway, that's just about it..i've learned something "just learn to listen to your heart 'coz it knows where it will lead you"..i agree..until here..Ciao! Posted at 12:41 pm by mhic
Saturday, September 04, 2004
Heya.. I'm at the mall again because i wanted a breath of LIFE.. jeje.. i don't think so yet i do..Right now I'm chatting with Nicean who said it was a bad day for him because he's OUT of the so called STAR CIRCLE QUEST.. too bad but better luck next time, i know you can do it. And about LIFE? Obviously, I'm still breathing.. but i'm a bit of pissed. Well, i dunno..how can you ever prove that sometimes a guy is meant to be wrong even he's not good of understanding it.. O Joyz!! Is it always right for a girl to be gotten over so easy..i mean ung tipong easy to get..Hai whatever, the guy just don't get what I'm trying to tell him.Whatta life! *just hoping he isn;t reading this* but if he does, i don't care ;). Well, for me, i figured out that he completely changed even if he says he did not! I felt he got mad at me last night while i was sending him texts.. i don't get him. What's his prozac? But anyway ENOUGH IS ENOUGH, i just don't wanna ruin my day because sad to say, it's completely been ruined by Mr. Know-It-All and that's the way I got to keep things. To brighten up my day, i need some ice cubes.. just kidding.. węz here is a picture of me and cousin Guen today when we just woke up..jeje.. A memory i should say..ad another picture of me in the Bowling thingy outta here..Till here!
Posted at 04:11 pm by mhic
Friday, September 03, 2004
Hello.. I have survived a month.. a month? Yup a month, of not surfing the net which is why, i don't even have updates..Terrible isn't it? Well, and also my computer hasn't arrived yet but i talked to my parents about it already and YEZ!! I'll be getting it.. For one good reason.. I have a paper to make which is badly a requirement for my English subject. Right now, I'm with my cutie cousin, Guen and my kulitz na friend Karen.. We hanged a bit in here coz we wanted some conditioning.( if ya know what i mean).Things has been going fine lately and now, I'm back to my being single. I dunno why I'm not that desperate of anting him back but you know, there's like instances whenver i get myself back to the old and saying to myself i still love him.. and that decisions keeps on bothering me..how crazy is that? I admit.. i am! Yep, i broke up with him Friday the 13.*too bad for him*..or for me i guess.. well, i've got a few explanations but i know those aren't enough..I just don't feel comfortable saying what's it!.. i tried it in a different way but no avail.. FUVCK!! What the hell is with guys today?! or should i say why am i Fucking sick of what's US now?.i.e. being friends.. sometimes it just agitates me.. like now, everything is so legalized.. and my relatives know him.. DAMN!! I guess i'm the problem. But well, they neither him can't blame me..He has to prove himself worthy if he still loves me.. Guen says.."he could've pushed the girl when that incident happen.. pero how come he left it dat way?"Wel, Guen, i don't know and what's more she even added "How come if she got those tar tars and stuffs?Wat if kng kau gantihan ka lng nya sa ginawa mo kasi natapakan mo ung pagkalalake nya?" Eww.. but i can't blame him and about "REVENGE IS SWEET", it's also up to him to deceide.. you can't teach anyone's heart to love.. Wel, im ending my sad stupid, worthless entry outta here.. until nextime.. And btw, to that special someone.. I still love you and i don't know why it came back all of a sudden..
Posted at 03:56 pm by mhic
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